Well, not really, as for once I went out or rather was invited out to lunch. This weekend has been one of those weekends where I feel that if I just hadn't phoned to see how friends were doing, I would not have been invited. Not that the friend deliberately forgot me but the phone call jolted them into asking me to go to a party on Friday night and lunch today, Sunday.
Last night I stayed in with a good film: Billy Eliot, and bluberred away feeling have for Billy and sad for myself. Really very pathetic. Then my ex and his boyfriend arrived home unexpectedly, to sleep over. I have no problems with that, well at least I don't think I have.
Am I selfish? Yes. I have stayed on here rather than going away a week ago on holiday, because I am due to take part in a course on Thursday. I have just found out it has been cancelled because the speaker cannot make it as his dad has just died. My first reaction was not very nice, something that surprised me a little! I think I am becoming a selfish old fart.
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