SCREAM!!!

Who else out there is lonely?

I thought that this part of my life was over but no. In fact probably as I get older I will find myself more and more alone, despite the fact that I do have friends and family.

For 3 days now, I have had no contact with anyone. No phone calls, no emails, no sms. I have been out just to see and to hear people, isn't that just sad? I was in the tram yesterday evening on my way home from the cinema. Next to me was seated a lad, 19/20 opposite him as mate and a girl. All chatting away. What happens to us as we grow older. Sometimes I look about me and I see older straight couples and I wonder if I shouldn't have been straight just to grow old with someone and to share things with someone. I wouldn't even have thought of this a year ago!

I have a boyfriend but we live in two different countries and the separation seems to be becoming longer and longer.

Oh quelle vie de merde en ce moment!!!!