coming to the end?

A couple of days ago I went for my flu jab then two days later for my covid booster. The same day I went for my monthly analysis for my maladie de vaques. The results are strange and my doctor has advised me to do the test again tomorrow. I'll do that but is this the end? I hope not despite my solitude I would like a few, many more years. I needed to share this with .... No one but it makes me feel better in myself. I hadn't realised that I meant so little to do few people. That's life I suppose. I mustn't have down the right seeds over the years. 

January 20th 2021

 I'm not American but this year I have had time to follow the American Presidential elections and have found the process facinating. Added to this I have read and listened about the backgrounds of the main protagonists and now when I see some of the people Joe Biden is putting forward for jobs in his administration, I say well done. I hadn't realised, until last night, that for Joe Biden this should have been the time his son 'Beau', who died from cancer in 2015.

It has also been a time of reflection on myself and especially as I have recently been let go by someone with whom I though I might spend some of my life.