coming to the end?

A couple of days ago I went for my flu jab then two days later for my covid booster. The same day I went for my monthly analysis for my maladie de vaques. The results are strange and my doctor has advised me to do the test again tomorrow. I'll do that but is this the end? I hope not despite my solitude I would like a few, many more years. I needed to share this with .... No one but it makes me feel better in myself. I hadn't realised that I meant so little to do few people. That's life I suppose. I mustn't have down the right seeds over the years.