So, it turns out that I have a leucemie (luckemea, I think) and last week started my chemotherapie which is 7 days of 2 injections and an oral medicine to be taken during 28 days of the month. I will eventually have to have a bone marrow transplant. I am not sure what all this means. I have read things which are not very helpful but others tell me to wait and see. I think that is what I will do.

Dying, of course is inevitable for all of us and although I would like to live another 10 or 20 years I am not sure this will happen however, for me the problem is I want to live what is left of my life. For the next 6 months I will have therapy but I don't know how long this will go on for. What I don't want, is to live the rest of my life just prolonging my life and not living it. 

I would love to get in touch with others who are in my situation to talk about what i going to happen.

One thing I would like to say is 'Live every day as if it were your last'.

Peace out!!! (Youtube ending!!!!)